Last night was R's first night at the group.
R is back living with her parents, not uncommon for "bipolar" children of "normal" parents to have a second childhood, and a third and sometimes a fourth childhood. A moment of thanks to parents all over the world who put up with their adult children returning to the nest in a state of complete incapacity. Your sacrifice is appreciated and we are duly grateful.
Living at home maybe better than being homeless, sometimes. But please note you drive us CRAZY!!!!!! Being a kid is bad enough first time round but to repeat it, three and four times, is worse.
Sorting out our problems seems to be a national pasttime and a Parental Right. Of course is we did what you said, we'd be fine. But we can't, so stop telling us. I am sure it is great advice, but it doesn't work. If your advice was so great, how comes we turned out the way we have - incapable of looking after ourselves in our mid thirties?????
And why, why, why and this this is one of the worst bits; everytime we get annoyed, show a bit of life, do too much, do anything, get irritated, do you tell us we are going high? I appreciate that if you have middle aged offspring living at home, you want them to sit quietly in a corner. Anything else is a nuisance. I understand that you had not planned to have your retirement blighted by your ageing infants. I understand this and am grateful you put up with us..... but it is just like being a kid again. Too much energy for the status quo.
We have real feelings, real moods and real emotions. Showing them does not mean we are about to go mad. No one likes being told that they can't have emotions. Dont tell us we can't get angry!!! We are angry, furious to be exact. And yes, it is your fault, for not preparing us for life better. Get over it and accept the blame. It is not our fault, so it must be your fault. There are times when we want to kill you for what you have done to us, but we don't. Be grateful you have a retirement
Sometimes it must be worse being a parent and watching your child thrashing around, seemingly unable to help themselves when life seems so clear to you. Sometimes it is worse being the child.
In reality, neither side are managing their moods or emotions. Adult children are worse than their tiny counterparts, a hundred times more annoying and the hope that they will leave home and start their own families has gone. Now you, the parent, can only worry what will happen when you, the parent, are not there to pick up the pieces.
The key to peaceful co existence is calm, tolerance and joy, concentrating on the good bits. Maybe second or third time round, we can all learn to do it differently. Same ingredients, same recipe, same cake. If you want people to behave differently, you have to change what you put into the relationship.
This time round, raise your parents differently, Encourage them when they do something well and patiently explain when they are not doing it right. Help them express their feelings, and encourage them to negotiate their emotions. Read books and talk to people who have well brought up, easy to get on with parents. Even if you feel powerless in the relationship, remain calm and assertive. Ask your friends how they handle their parents. Criticise the behaviour, not the parent. They are doing their best to help. You may have to explain things more than once and in different ways. They are getting old, and you have to make allowances for their age.
And finally remember
You are never too old to have a happy childhood
.
www.lizmiller.co.ukR is back living with her parents, not uncommon for "bipolar" children of "normal" parents to have a second childhood, and a third and sometimes a fourth childhood. A moment of thanks to parents all over the world who put up with their adult children returning to the nest in a state of complete incapacity. Your sacrifice is appreciated and we are duly grateful.
Living at home maybe better than being homeless, sometimes. But please note you drive us CRAZY!!!!!! Being a kid is bad enough first time round but to repeat it, three and four times, is worse.
Sorting out our problems seems to be a national pasttime and a Parental Right. Of course is we did what you said, we'd be fine. But we can't, so stop telling us. I am sure it is great advice, but it doesn't work. If your advice was so great, how comes we turned out the way we have - incapable of looking after ourselves in our mid thirties?????
And why, why, why and this this is one of the worst bits; everytime we get annoyed, show a bit of life, do too much, do anything, get irritated, do you tell us we are going high? I appreciate that if you have middle aged offspring living at home, you want them to sit quietly in a corner. Anything else is a nuisance. I understand that you had not planned to have your retirement blighted by your ageing infants. I understand this and am grateful you put up with us..... but it is just like being a kid again. Too much energy for the status quo.
We have real feelings, real moods and real emotions. Showing them does not mean we are about to go mad. No one likes being told that they can't have emotions. Dont tell us we can't get angry!!! We are angry, furious to be exact. And yes, it is your fault, for not preparing us for life better. Get over it and accept the blame. It is not our fault, so it must be your fault. There are times when we want to kill you for what you have done to us, but we don't. Be grateful you have a retirement
Sometimes it must be worse being a parent and watching your child thrashing around, seemingly unable to help themselves when life seems so clear to you. Sometimes it is worse being the child.
In reality, neither side are managing their moods or emotions. Adult children are worse than their tiny counterparts, a hundred times more annoying and the hope that they will leave home and start their own families has gone. Now you, the parent, can only worry what will happen when you, the parent, are not there to pick up the pieces.
The key to peaceful co existence is calm, tolerance and joy, concentrating on the good bits. Maybe second or third time round, we can all learn to do it differently. Same ingredients, same recipe, same cake. If you want people to behave differently, you have to change what you put into the relationship.
This time round, raise your parents differently, Encourage them when they do something well and patiently explain when they are not doing it right. Help them express their feelings, and encourage them to negotiate their emotions. Read books and talk to people who have well brought up, easy to get on with parents. Even if you feel powerless in the relationship, remain calm and assertive. Ask your friends how they handle their parents. Criticise the behaviour, not the parent. They are doing their best to help. You may have to explain things more than once and in different ways. They are getting old, and you have to make allowances for their age.
And finally remember
You are never too old to have a happy childhood
.
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